Monday, March 14, 2011

You Choose: A Brat or A Behavior Disorder


I knew Jaylen was different by the time he was 6 months old.  By one year of age he did not connect with us, was often in his own little world, and was hooked on repetitive actions.  At 16 months, when he was still non verbal despite scoring normally on hearing tests, we began the evaluation/diagnosis journey.

Tantrums were the other huge indication something was "off."  At the height of his behavior issues, he would tantrum almost every hour, which left he and I exhausted and confused.  Jaylen's inability to sleep through the night, common for kids with Autism, ensured we were also sleep deprived.

I called a friend who specializes in infants and toddlers with Autism. She told me he was tantrumming for reasons, despite my insistence they came from nowhere.  Sometimes, I knew he was frustrated or annoyed.  Other times I was completely baffled:  Was it pain somewhere he couldn't communicate?  Did he want me to play a different way?  Did he need more or less stimulation?  Having a non verbal child is frustrating, sad, and incredibly trying.  I give thanks everyday Jaylen was able to learn to communicate.


Sometimes these tantrums would be severe, last up to an hour, and involve self injurious behavior, broken objects, and blood chilling screams.  At the time I thought nothing could be worse.  I felt sorry for myself and hated Autism with a vengeance.  I was beside myself and at the end of each day wondered how I could make it through another.

I assumed neuro-typical terrible two's would be simple compared to what I went through with Jaylen.  Was I wrong or what?  This kid is a brat!  Those "typical" toddler issues I had read and heard parents complain about are happening and they are loathsome.

Xavier yells at me in full comprehensive sentences.  He tells me how things are going to be.  When he doesn't get his way he throws things, hits, and bites.  Jaylen couldn't even say no until he was almost 3, which killed me at the time, but now I almost appreciate.  At least Xavier warns us by yelling, "I'm gonna frow (throw) this fish stick" or whichever object has him upset at the moment.  Oh and the incessant whining...I don't even want to go there.

Which is worse?  A kid with Autism, SPD, and ODD?  Or a bratty two year old?  I'm going with the two year old.  Maybe it's because the two year old terror is my current reality. I definitely have more respect for "normie" parents right now.  I realize it's not all butterflies and rainbows with the omission of special needs.


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