I Hate Autism - Warning - I am upset

I am going to take full advantage of using my blog as a diary right now; FULL advantage.  I am fuming and need to get this out.  It should be Slimdown Sundays, but right now, I just don't care about anything. I am sure I will regret posting this later.

I am tired.

I am tired of the tantrums,

I am tired of the screaming,

I am tired of the yelling,

and I am tired of the stimming.

I am stressed beyond stressed.

I am tired of trying to figure this out, trying to find the answers, but still feeling like I am getting nowhere.

I am pissed off.

I am angry.

I hate Autism.  

Yes, I am very down right now.  In an hour, I will be back up to myself, but right now, I am frustrated and needed to get it off my chest. 

Ladies and gentleman, this is Autism at it's finest.  This is the really real side of Autism you don't hear about.