I am going to take full advantage of using my blog as a diary right now; FULL advantage. I am fuming and need to get this out. It should be Slimdown Sundays, but right now, I just don't care about anything. I am sure I will regret posting this later.
I am tired.
I am tired of the tantrums,
I am tired of the screaming,
I am tired of the yelling,
and I am tired of the stimming.
I am stressed beyond stressed.
I am tired of trying to figure this out, trying to find the answers, but still feeling like I am getting nowhere.
I am pissed off.
I am angry.
I hate Autism.
Yes, I am very down right now. In an hour, I will be back up to myself, but right now, I am frustrated and needed to get it off my chest.
Ladies and gentleman, this is Autism at it's finest. This is the really real side of Autism you don't hear about.